作词 : Davit Lomdize
作曲 : Alex Menabde
With the soundless weight,
Heavy silence pushed me (down the floor).
Anxiety rolls in me like a wave.
A wave of desire to do something
Terrible to myself.
But I will not allow let the darkness to break out again
Outside, beyond me.
My smiling face will hide this horror from you.
It is better this way for everyone.
I was deaf, blind and stupid,
Until I learned to talk to myself, to my ego.
But what is myself made of?
A mixture of bitterness, anger, humor and immorality.
Can this be called a good personality?
Will anyone love me?
The monster sleeps inside of me, which with every drink is trying to break out.
I am often dangerous for myself and for all.
I'm like a deep-sea mine.
Don't get too close to me.
Don't get too close to me!
Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura
(Endings from Richard Kuklinski: “The Iceman Tapes”, the documentary about the ruthless killer)
I’ve never feel sorry for anything I’ve done other than hurting my family.
That’s the only thing I feel sorry for.
I am not looking for forgiveness and I’m not repenting.
...No..I’m wrong...I’m wrong.
I do want my family to forgive me.
Oh boy. I can’t make this one.
Oh, shit.
This would never be me.
This would not be me.
I feel for my family.
You see the Iceman cry not very mucho.
But I’ve hurt people that mean everything to me
but the only people that mean everything to me.
编辑于2023/05/11更新